good lord almighty

i can see
i can see!!!! after a week of bumping around literally and figuratively i can see see see
woo hoo
and oh my god is this house a mess
but its gonna be alright cause i can clean properly cause i can see
i mean loading a dishwasher can get a bit dodgy when its all kinda blurry. like is the plate really dirty, couldnt i just use it again
major guesswork when it comes to which glass is mine eeny-meeny-miney-mo

yesterday after my heartbreak at no fun mail ie packages from the u s of a
read the invisible man by ralph ellison and oh man or ras the exhorter would say mahn,
book really makes ya think
question my own prejudices, how many people do i look through? how many people to i make invisible
well livin in dublin do it cause i get too upset, if i look in the eyes of every man woman kid begging on the street i would have a nervous breakdown

the worst are the people who sit right next to the atm. and i want to help so bad. but just the act of getting me wallet out of my bag on a dublin street is akin to red flashing light please mug me
know a girl who was talking on her phone and all of a sudden ripped from her hand, gone
doesnt make any of it right. people shouldnt have to steal
and i do think that in an ideal world, people wouldnt steal, that its a crime of necessity. or a crime much related to homelife and education
ok but the end of the book was just well still getting my head around that epilogue
sure will have more comments later

for those of ya who may make fun of my witchy ways, the spiritual cat has taken to chillin on my bed and sitting with me while i read. everynight like. had to throw her out cause couldnt sleep the other night with all the purring and that funny thing cats do with their front paws like they're tryin to pet ya back and get confused cause you're not purring

so on this fine sunny morning wake up, house (sorry folks) pleasantly empty and quiet, scared to go check but do, squint thru window pane, nothing in little porch thingy {know theres a proper word but?}
and so just-in-case its a package that couldnt fit through open zee front door and what should my wandering eyes (kinda) see but something bulky and white wit international package written all over it
so i rip open and yes yes yes
contacts!!!!
put them in immediately
dear lord the difference
thank you for the eyes i have
and thank you for the technology that produced gas permeable lenses
genius whoever he was who invented them
not sexist but come on girls, chances are
and on top of these wonderful tiny little pale blue things that i put in my eyes and allow me to see
like im sitting back from the screen right now!
theres sports bras that i left behind
and brand new ones!
ok i get the point work out
no really i am so glad i cannot wait to go for a run
gotta train for the dublin marathon tryin to get a tradition started, do it this year and it will be 3rd year running
ok and i wasnt trying to make a pun not a fan of those anyways i mean how often do people apologize for bad puns? and how often do you hear a good one?
uh huh

damn what was a sunny day has now turned grey/gray of course murphy i know, i know,
i should know better
when want to run but cant cause would undoubtedly injure myself, cause have no eyes
now that have eyes, its a gonna rain

randomn sidebar
saw movie hotel rwanda
heart still aching
and its happening now or it happened again in sudan
and people are on the brink of starvation
what can you do?
what can i do?

like i love my nike running shoes cause they really do make the best running shoes/running attire (the dri fit stuff is amazin especially in the rain)
but knowing, can i buy?
maybe someday i'll be brave enough to make the leap
however in terms of impact to the environment, running is pretty low ie versus people who four wheel in national forests dont get me started
now that have bike really try to take it everywhere.
seriously with the gas prices, pedal power folks
imagine if instead of cars, there were bikes everywhere
how much more peaceful healthy happy
ok sounding preachy time to sign off

happy friday everyone, go celebrate!!
and cause im listening to bob,
my fear is only my carriage
so ive got to push on thru
thats what im gonna do
everythings gonna be alright
no woman no cry
hee hee the suns back out
;)