if only

so ok slowly but surely im emerging from my self created hibernation
i definitely need to learn about patience
i get so irritated when people dont reply to my messages/texts, return my phone calls.
and im the last person with the right to be irritated as i tend to go into hermit mode
i wish i could describe how i feel now-a-days
its some kind of freedom, finally feel like ive made progress
working on the masterpiece here, the one im determined to make my life into.
in reality dont all artists have that 'one' piece? the one creation that has elevated them, transcends all the boundaries, barriers we put up. yes their other creations may help tell us more about them, guide and instruct our perception of their masterpiece, but i would say that we get the opportunity with just one.
are people capable of more than one masterpiece?
but im really fluid with definitions, yes there's masterpiece paintings, songs, sculptures, photography,
the masterpiece i have so much respect for:
creation of a new life, and making sure that child is a contribution, an asset without which the world would be a somehow dimmer place. all children should be regarded/raised/treated as such.
then again were hitler's parents really evil? or was it just him?
blah blah blah
but i believe in cascades, how one more neurotransmitter can induce a cell to release calcium, which causes the muscle to contract, specifically my diaphragm, lowers the pressure in my lungs, so that air may rush in, carbon dioxide be exchanged for oxygen, and i live to take another breath
a drop of rain creates a waterfall,
all that
anyways thing i like about myspace is the music aspect
listening to common at the moment, 'the light'
such a great song
so everyone here's all like woo hoo bank holiday weekend, lets party, and im like did all my entreaties fall on deaf ears? i said we'd to go out cause this week on, id be studying my ass off? as exams start a week from monday. 9 of them. then again may 20th-to september, im free, up for whatever ;)
have a good one